I'm really bad at updating here... Gotta try to do that more, but it's hard when I'm under constant time pressure. Oh well, things are a little easier now, got a little more time for myself. I'm still thankful for every minute I get for myself though... Some much to write, but so little time. Maybe I just should start posting my poems and stuff like that. Is it normal that guys write poetry and stuff like that, or is it just me?

   There is something happening in my life now... Many of my close friends are breaking up from really long relationships. I don't know why it's all happening at the same time, but it's very depressing and exhausting to try to get everyone in a better mood. I think I'm getting really good at comforting people now, have been doing that a lot lately.

Love is quite interesting, it's like a rose that explodes in strong colors in the morning as the first sunbeams hit it. It lives a quick but passionate life, and then it dies. Friendship is more like a cactus. Good friends a there for you whenever you need them, and they stay by your side forever. They can sting you sometimes, but a good friend is worth it.

Another thing that is interesting is how your friends, and other people that surround you affects how you feel. If a friend feel sad, you feel sad too, if a friend is happy, you get happy too, no matter how depressed you were before. That's what I like about my friends: they always cheer me up when I'm not in a very good mood, and I'm not in a very good mood often anymore... But thanks to you, all my friends, who give me the strength to live: I would be nothing without you.