I can't remember when I last had a free day, a day to do whatever I want with. I thought I was gonna spend this weekend all by myself, but I was wrong... This weekend will be just as filled with music as every other day in my life. Which is way too much. I don't have any free time. School, practising with my all my various bands, projects and constellations, coming home somewhere around 9 in the evening (if I'm lucky), homework, sleep and over again. That's my life. And that's why I really wanted a day or two without any music... But my weekend will be filled with gigs and rehearshals. It's just too much. I don't know how long I will be able to keep up with this. I've managed to stay alive for one year now, but it's getting too much by now. I don't sleep, I don't eat, I don't have time to do anything at all. Music isn't as fun as it was before, when it was just for fun. Oh well, at least I'm making a lot of money on it, so I guess I shouldn't complain. Especially because I'm nearly broke now. My economy is worthless, I spend way too much money on records etc...

     Everything goes wrong for me today. Absolutely everything. Yesterday I was happy and spread joy around me, making everyone else happy. Today it feels like the whole world is against me. I hate it. There will be a new day tomorrow. Hopefully tomorrow will be a wonderful day.