Yet another late night, yet way too much time for myself, time to think. I don't need to think, I don't want to think. I just wanna go out, be with my friends, have fun, enjoy life! Haven't been able to do that much lately. These last days have been an exception. They have been the break I needed, the break from my ordinary life. A life of stress, frustration and misery. These last days have been great, they have been wonderful.
However, now I'm back in my usual world of chaos, still as clueless as ever to what to do about it. I still can't decide to love my life for what it is, or to hate it for the very same reasons. I do hate myself for my incapacity to decide, my ambivalence.

Back to the present... This evening I went to see Doktor Kosmos. Amazing show. They are one of the few bands that really make you think. They make you open your eyes and ears and minds to everything that's going on around, in life, in society, in the world. They are among the most inspiring bands ever.

That's it for now, I will continue later. So long!