I hit my mother this morning. At least I think I did. Can't really remember... She started to scream and yell at me as usual, can't remember why, but it was probably about school. It always is. So I ignored her, couldn't stand to listen to her once more. She grabbed my hair, and I lost it. Next thing I remember is when I'm on the train, going to school. I think things got violent. For the first time since I was a kid, I hit my mother. She's been acting wierd ever since I got home. I'm glad I didn't come home until now.

Time to sleep. Need some rest. I will collapse otherwise. Good night.