I'm feeling a lot better right now, which is a very, very good thing. I hope to get some sleep tonight. Being forced by your own body to stay awake for four days is just too much, way more than I can handle. I have enough problem not becoming insane from coughing, sneezing, coughing, sneezing etc. etc. etc...

Another problem with getting sick is the loneliness. Perhaps that's the worst part. I really need to have people around me pretty much all the time, so it's awful to just stay in bed for days and days and says without company. Not even a friend taking care of me. It sucks, and it makes me send mail to everyone I know, and I get upset if they don't answer quick enough, they get annoyed at me for that and I'll feel even lonelier. The only good part is that this is the only time that I actually take to time to write all those letters I normally just can't get myself to do. But is it worth it? Is all the pain worth that? I don't think so...