I've had much on my mind lately. There's been a lot to do in school these last days, and and it will be the same next week. But after that, it's practically over, nothing more to do, nothing more to worry about. And that's it. School's over. It's strange, I have no idea what's going to happen. No thoughts about the future, no thoughts about what I'm gonna do next. But I really don't care, I can't bother to worry about that for now. I've got my life to take care of, I've got time to spend, I've got friends to bond with, friends to keep for many, many years. Why think about the future when now I'm having such a good time now? These times will pass, but there will always be both memories and other beautiful moments in life. I'm enjoying life as it is now, for the moment I don't need anything more.

You've probably noticed that I never write any dialogues in my entries. There are two reasons for that. First, my life isn't talking, it's thinking and feeling. I don't have time to talk. My friends know this, and they feel fine with it. I silent moment together means more than a few unneccesary words.

Also, it's hard to translate what's been said to english. Those few words that appear in my life are too well chosen to translate in a satisfying way, it wouldn't do them right.

Last, I'm not a very good author. Sure, I may be a decent poet and philisopher, and someone you could always talk to. But I just can't write dialogues. I can't even make them up. I've tried a few times, but it's hopeless. I'm just not meant to talk.

But I hope that my own thoughts are good enough. For me they are, at least.

I've started with a new thing that I've planned to do for a long time: whenever I've read a book, I always write a review of it as soon as I'm done reading it. I've only done it with Kurt Vonnegut's Slaugtherhouse - 5 or The Children's Cruisade so far, but I've already noticed that it's a much better way to think and reflect over it than just looking at it's cover for for five minutes. Also, you remember the book much more by writing about it when you've read it. That book is really recommended, by the way.

And a few last words for now: I'm sorry that I've been away from Mindsay this week, but as I said, there has been too many other things on my mind lately.