I usually love Monday mornings. Everyone's gone when I wake up, and I'm all alone. Walking around naked in my own house is one of the things I like most, I love it! That's one of the few times I really feel free...

This morning was just as usual, I woke up, stayed in my bed about half an hour, went up, took a shower. Didn't have time to eat breakfast or prepare lunch to take to school, so I've not eaten anything today... That is one of the reasons to my terrible headaches today. The other reason is that I slept about 15 hours the entire last week. Those two in combination makes your head to bang, your eyes to hurt, and the entire body is shaking. Some people suggested that I should take pain killers, but I refuse to use those chemical things, I believe they fuck up my mind... It's like those happiness pills, when happiness can be reached in a chemical way, then things have really gotten too far. It's like feelings are just an illusion, something you imagine. It's the chemicals that decide your feelings, not anything else. I think that it's good to feel what we're feeling, we're supposed to feel the way we do. What else are feelings for? It's natural reactions to what happens around us.

I've been really depressed today... Skipped most of the classes, preferred sleeping at the sofas... Aw well, gotta sleep. That's all for now!