The day turned out nothing like I'd hoped. Instead, my plans were shattered by fights, fights, fights. No big deal, but enough to ruin a day. I've done nothing at all, another useless day wasted digging myself even deeper into me, everything else, nothing. Another sleepless night has passed, and when the light comes everything is in motion. It's nothing like the quiet magic och the night. Just as well, sleep is merely when dreams are awake. I don't need my dreams right now...

The has been spent watching Ghost in the Shell, both ones. Wonderful as they may be, they just fuck up every thought about life you've ever had. But that's just what I need right now: mental evolusion. New ideas come from new experience, new thoughts, new dreams. I need to get out of everything old, I need new perspectives of life.

Aemeth - meth.