Today is just another of those days when nothing really feels important, when nothing really feels worth it. I might just as well forget about myself, try to care about others as I'm incapable of caring about my own. And yet another day closer to my dreams. I still don't know if I'm able to reach all the way, but there is always hope. And even if Ive come to a stop, I'm perfectly happy where I am. It's just foolish to give up what you have to long for something better. I am happy. I don't need anything else, even though I know what I wish I had. But that's for later, not it's time to take care of those who are worth it.

The roots of some friendships start to kill other roots, deeper roots. Soon to be dead roots. Now is the time to make some priorities. Is it worth to give up and possibly destroy someone that has nothing more to give me, just to let my dreams of something better with someone else live on? This time, I am certain that it is. I think so, I hope so. This time, it's worth to give up everything. For what? I still don't know. I don't know why I'm doing this, but for once, I don't care. It's worth to give up everything for those few wonderful moments I might experience. Those are what I build the treehouse of my life of, and I want it to be that place where I can always hide when I need to get away.

I waste my life upon memories, but it's worth it. I know I'm not gonna live forever, and I don't care at all about that. I just want these memories to live on forever. Everyone will remember, forever.